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I HAVE RESPONSIBILITIES!!! I NEED A WORKING BRAIN!!! I CANNOT SUCCEED IF I AM SPENDING MY DAYS ADDLED BY INSOMNIA INDUCED DELIRIUM
if i dont fall asleep in the next like. ten minutes. im clawing my eyes out im actually losing my mind
November 29, 2025 at 7:51 AM
I HAVE RESPONSIBILITIES!!! I NEED A WORKING BRAIN!!! I CANNOT SUCCEED IF I AM SPENDING MY DAYS ADDLED BY INSOMNIA INDUCED DELIRIUM
if i dont fall asleep in the next like. ten minutes. im clawing my eyes out im actually losing my mind
November 29, 2025 at 7:41 AM
if i dont fall asleep in the next like. ten minutes. im clawing my eyes out im actually losing my mind
shoutout to not a single soul for telling me i had chocolate smeared across the side of my face like a toddler for the past three hours. just caught my reflection in the bathroom mirror and nearly fell to my knees
November 22, 2025 at 3:59 AM
shoutout to not a single soul for telling me i had chocolate smeared across the side of my face like a toddler for the past three hours. just caught my reflection in the bathroom mirror and nearly fell to my knees
the humiliation of asking for help and actually receiving it
November 17, 2025 at 4:22 PM
the humiliation of asking for help and actually receiving it
i have got to make more art no i do not need to sleep the art will fix me i swear
November 12, 2025 at 7:47 AM
i have got to make more art no i do not need to sleep the art will fix me i swear
friend been ignoring my texts for days
November 12, 2025 at 7:46 AM
friend been ignoring my texts for days
im so grateful i was born in the modern era i love watching scary videos on the internet
November 12, 2025 at 7:04 AM
im so grateful i was born in the modern era i love watching scary videos on the internet
any time someone shows me the slightest bit of empathy boom im crying. my psychiatrist just said “i know things have been difficult for you lately, and if u need anything dont hesitate to reach out” and i teared up immediately as if that isnt like. what psychiatrists have to say as part of their job
November 11, 2025 at 10:28 PM
any time someone shows me the slightest bit of empathy boom im crying. my psychiatrist just said “i know things have been difficult for you lately, and if u need anything dont hesitate to reach out” and i teared up immediately as if that isnt like. what psychiatrists have to say as part of their job
today i am going to do yoga and then i am going to shower and then i will get coffee and email my professors and do my government homework and write fanfiction. and life will be okay
November 5, 2025 at 4:40 PM
today i am going to do yoga and then i am going to shower and then i will get coffee and email my professors and do my government homework and write fanfiction. and life will be okay
do not develop a restrictive eedee u will pee yourself. im not playing around it will happen
October 31, 2025 at 2:22 AM
do not develop a restrictive eedee u will pee yourself. im not playing around it will happen
anybody else have imposter syndrome for being alive or is there just something inherently wrong with me
October 19, 2025 at 4:17 PM
anybody else have imposter syndrome for being alive or is there just something inherently wrong with me
being seen using the apartment kitchen feels like a cardinal sin. im so sorry that i live here and that i need to eat sometimes. god im so terrible i should be ashamed. im being a burden and taking up space and i dont even deserve to eat actually. you should just kill me
October 19, 2025 at 12:47 AM
being seen using the apartment kitchen feels like a cardinal sin. im so sorry that i live here and that i need to eat sometimes. god im so terrible i should be ashamed. im being a burden and taking up space and i dont even deserve to eat actually. you should just kill me
its just me and my ginger kombucha against the world
October 14, 2025 at 9:21 PM
its just me and my ginger kombucha against the world
forcing myself to finish this essay at 1 in the morning knowing damn well i would rather eat shit and die
October 13, 2025 at 5:16 AM
forcing myself to finish this essay at 1 in the morning knowing damn well i would rather eat shit and die
currently playing my favorite game: am i allergic to this food i just ate or is my throat being tingly for no reason
October 2, 2025 at 4:33 PM
currently playing my favorite game: am i allergic to this food i just ate or is my throat being tingly for no reason
its been a rough week (its wednesday)
October 2, 2025 at 12:11 AM
its been a rough week (its wednesday)
the week before a period starts would kill a man
October 1, 2025 at 5:18 PM
the week before a period starts would kill a man
the lion has already eaten too much and it is only 2pm
September 30, 2025 at 6:31 PM
the lion has already eaten too much and it is only 2pm
no longer nice. i cant sleep
fasting today. havent in a long time. might start fasting on sundays again this is nice
September 29, 2025 at 5:57 AM
no longer nice. i cant sleep
fasting today. havent in a long time. might start fasting on sundays again this is nice
September 28, 2025 at 4:54 PM
fasting today. havent in a long time. might start fasting on sundays again this is nice
waiting for this stupid energy drink to kick in i have RESPONSIBILITIES
September 23, 2025 at 12:06 PM
waiting for this stupid energy drink to kick in i have RESPONSIBILITIES
craving golden oreos so bad rn yall have no idea
September 22, 2025 at 4:57 AM
craving golden oreos so bad rn yall have no idea
i need to read more books. that would fix me i think
September 19, 2025 at 9:12 PM
i need to read more books. that would fix me i think
when i eat low res i cant bring myself to care about anything. the world could be ending rn and id probably just go lay down
September 19, 2025 at 8:57 PM
when i eat low res i cant bring myself to care about anything. the world could be ending rn and id probably just go lay down
i am not pretty enough to be this weird i need to lose more weight
September 13, 2025 at 7:45 PM
i am not pretty enough to be this weird i need to lose more weight