KEY. //
@keyandlock.bsky.social
[ ex vent, was kosuflesh ] call me key or ko | black (african) | 📍canada | enby + les | :3
me yapping about disability race gender and sexuality (smh the woke 🫵🏾😔 smh my head)
me yapping about disability race gender and sexuality (smh the woke 🫵🏾😔 smh my head)
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KEY. //
@keyandlock.bsky.social
· Nov 11
[ need friends! my interests ]
- bass guitar
- music (most genres, producing)
- cod mobile
- graphic design
- cyber-anything aesthetic wise
- human rights (DUH… i talk mostly about disability, queer, and black rights (what i am))
- tech
- fashion industry
♡ / ↻ appreciated :3
#promosky
- bass guitar
- music (most genres, producing)
- cod mobile
- graphic design
- cyber-anything aesthetic wise
- human rights (DUH… i talk mostly about disability, queer, and black rights (what i am))
- tech
- fashion industry
♡ / ↻ appreciated :3
#promosky
i’m so upset… i need to make a change
May 28, 2025 at 9:50 AM
i’m so upset… i need to make a change
i have a part time job with good pay! got accepted yesterday afternoon :d
but i always jinx myself. when too many good things happen, something bad must happen. it’s been my mindset for years…
but i always jinx myself. when too many good things happen, something bad must happen. it’s been my mindset for years…
May 2, 2025 at 7:19 AM
i have a part time job with good pay! got accepted yesterday afternoon :d
but i always jinx myself. when too many good things happen, something bad must happen. it’s been my mindset for years…
but i always jinx myself. when too many good things happen, something bad must happen. it’s been my mindset for years…
i don’t know what to do with myself.
April 16, 2025 at 11:58 AM
i don’t know what to do with myself.
crazy how as soon as i turn 20 i fucking sobbed
April 7, 2025 at 12:43 PM
crazy how as soon as i turn 20 i fucking sobbed
feeling like a basket case but what can i do lol
April 7, 2025 at 12:41 PM
feeling like a basket case but what can i do lol
rare w to my mom bc for some reason she let me sit down to help her cook as soon as she heard that i was dizzy… i remember the screaming matches with her because she just called me lazy instead of considering that i was dizzy and overstimulated.
April 6, 2025 at 10:09 PM
rare w to my mom bc for some reason she let me sit down to help her cook as soon as she heard that i was dizzy… i remember the screaming matches with her because she just called me lazy instead of considering that i was dizzy and overstimulated.
that’s the worst part about summer vacation. anything that you’re masking suddenly comes out like three times harder. #disability
April 6, 2025 at 10:03 PM
that’s the worst part about summer vacation. anything that you’re masking suddenly comes out like three times harder. #disability
is this splitting?
if this is splitting this is the worst a feeling like this has been in a while.
if this is splitting this is the worst a feeling like this has been in a while.
April 6, 2025 at 6:39 AM
is this splitting?
if this is splitting this is the worst a feeling like this has been in a while.
if this is splitting this is the worst a feeling like this has been in a while.
every day the belief that i could have quiet bpd grows more and more.
the best friend in question has BPD and i trust them to let me talk about my mental health because we do the same for each other (part of the service lol).
i guess them saying that I’m scared of having best friends triggered me.
the best friend in question has BPD and i trust them to let me talk about my mental health because we do the same for each other (part of the service lol).
i guess them saying that I’m scared of having best friends triggered me.
April 6, 2025 at 1:20 AM
every day the belief that i could have quiet bpd grows more and more.
the best friend in question has BPD and i trust them to let me talk about my mental health because we do the same for each other (part of the service lol).
i guess them saying that I’m scared of having best friends triggered me.
the best friend in question has BPD and i trust them to let me talk about my mental health because we do the same for each other (part of the service lol).
i guess them saying that I’m scared of having best friends triggered me.
i dont wait to talk to anyone rn.
it’s not like i’m ungrateful for the friends that i have and that support me but i feel like i’m being watched and as someone who gets paranoid easily i hate that feeling. i hate being perceived because it makes me even more paranoid.
it’s not like i’m ungrateful for the friends that i have and that support me but i feel like i’m being watched and as someone who gets paranoid easily i hate that feeling. i hate being perceived because it makes me even more paranoid.
April 6, 2025 at 12:30 AM
i dont wait to talk to anyone rn.
it’s not like i’m ungrateful for the friends that i have and that support me but i feel like i’m being watched and as someone who gets paranoid easily i hate that feeling. i hate being perceived because it makes me even more paranoid.
it’s not like i’m ungrateful for the friends that i have and that support me but i feel like i’m being watched and as someone who gets paranoid easily i hate that feeling. i hate being perceived because it makes me even more paranoid.
depression is a bitch.
April 6, 2025 at 12:11 AM
depression is a bitch.
me rn. i really need therapy…
can’t get how traumatizing december 2023 was for me, health wise. i worried that things would be the same in december 2024, but it wasn’t. i thought the coast was clear. i thought i was fine.
i didn’t expect to get those same feelings in january.
i didn’t expect to get those same feelings in january.
April 6, 2025 at 12:10 AM
me rn. i really need therapy…
update: they know and they didn’t do ANYTHING. are my parents growing up?
i am hiding money from my family to prevent financial abuse and the withholding of my own cash at age 20.
i gotta start somewhere!
i gotta start somewhere!
April 6, 2025 at 12:08 AM
update: they know and they didn’t do ANYTHING. are my parents growing up?
so as soon as i leave school my tics get worse…
this has happened before and it was so bad. way worse than today. i’ll never forget.
this has happened before and it was so bad. way worse than today. i’ll never forget.
April 6, 2025 at 12:08 AM
so as soon as i leave school my tics get worse…
this has happened before and it was so bad. way worse than today. i’ll never forget.
this has happened before and it was so bad. way worse than today. i’ll never forget.
schools over… it’s officially the first weekend of my summer. minus summer school.
April 5, 2025 at 3:31 PM
schools over… it’s officially the first weekend of my summer. minus summer school.
my right fucking leg muscles has been cramping and twitching… even in my foot. am i not having enough potassium or??? 🍌
March 15, 2025 at 1:29 PM
my right fucking leg muscles has been cramping and twitching… even in my foot. am i not having enough potassium or??? 🍌
my egge is keyandlock !!
my name is key and i go by key now btw!! bc the name i used to use is now in use irl, so i want a separation.
my name is key and i go by key now btw!! bc the name i used to use is now in use irl, so i want a separation.
March 15, 2025 at 1:22 PM
my egge is keyandlock !!
my name is key and i go by key now btw!! bc the name i used to use is now in use irl, so i want a separation.
my name is key and i go by key now btw!! bc the name i used to use is now in use irl, so i want a separation.
what the fuck is an egge (im joining it looks fun)🔥🔥🔥🔥
March 15, 2025 at 1:15 PM
what the fuck is an egge (im joining it looks fun)🔥🔥🔥🔥
idk if i’ve achieved this… well 😭
instead of HEAVILY venting on here, i’ve decided to be more positive on here while raising awareness about my disabilities ^^ positivity heals realism strengthens and negativity kills !!
if im sad or something i won’t bottle it up, but ill watch my words for my/everyone’s sake.
if im sad or something i won’t bottle it up, but ill watch my words for my/everyone’s sake.
March 15, 2025 at 1:13 PM
idk if i’ve achieved this… well 😭
i am hiding money from my family to prevent financial abuse and the withholding of my own cash at age 20.
i gotta start somewhere!
i gotta start somewhere!
March 15, 2025 at 1:12 PM
i am hiding money from my family to prevent financial abuse and the withholding of my own cash at age 20.
i gotta start somewhere!
i gotta start somewhere!
i haven’t had a work shift in 12 weeks.
March 15, 2025 at 1:11 PM
i haven’t had a work shift in 12 weeks.
• drugsss if ur not into that
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i want to try weed so bad. nic doesn’t interest me anymore, especially since stimulants make me tic more. and ik weed is like. varies in terms of effects as a depressant/stimulant but i’ve heard great things yk
just don’t wanna try without 🍀 watching me
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i want to try weed so bad. nic doesn’t interest me anymore, especially since stimulants make me tic more. and ik weed is like. varies in terms of effects as a depressant/stimulant but i’ve heard great things yk
just don’t wanna try without 🍀 watching me
March 15, 2025 at 1:09 PM
• drugsss if ur not into that
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i want to try weed so bad. nic doesn’t interest me anymore, especially since stimulants make me tic more. and ik weed is like. varies in terms of effects as a depressant/stimulant but i’ve heard great things yk
just don’t wanna try without 🍀 watching me
//
i want to try weed so bad. nic doesn’t interest me anymore, especially since stimulants make me tic more. and ik weed is like. varies in terms of effects as a depressant/stimulant but i’ve heard great things yk
just don’t wanna try without 🍀 watching me
is it crazy that i don’t think my meds work when it’s only been 15 days… yeah prolly.
like i know there’s no cure. ik it’s just treatment. fatigue is my biggest trigger when it comes to tics, but clonidines side effect is extreme drowsiness… so at this point should i just take melatonin?
like i know there’s no cure. ik it’s just treatment. fatigue is my biggest trigger when it comes to tics, but clonidines side effect is extreme drowsiness… so at this point should i just take melatonin?
March 15, 2025 at 1:02 PM
is it crazy that i don’t think my meds work when it’s only been 15 days… yeah prolly.
like i know there’s no cure. ik it’s just treatment. fatigue is my biggest trigger when it comes to tics, but clonidines side effect is extreme drowsiness… so at this point should i just take melatonin?
like i know there’s no cure. ik it’s just treatment. fatigue is my biggest trigger when it comes to tics, but clonidines side effect is extreme drowsiness… so at this point should i just take melatonin?
sunday i’m gonna lock in i swear
March 15, 2025 at 12:54 PM
sunday i’m gonna lock in i swear
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The sun is back and I am on my KNEES in gratitude like I am worshipping that flaming rock itself. I am so happy it doesn’t get dark at 5PM anymore. I cannot believe we survived the winter
March 10, 2025 at 10:06 PM
The sun is back and I am on my KNEES in gratitude like I am worshipping that flaming rock itself. I am so happy it doesn’t get dark at 5PM anymore. I cannot believe we survived the winter