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Hazim Zetsubou
@hazimzetsubou.bsky.social
Alt of Kibou.
Just another account. 🔞
To be broken off, severed, burned, discarded, (insert more cut-off actions here), for something that's not in my control yet accused of such accusations.

Not worth defending if the other party is on deaf ears.
My will shreds, tear by tear.
August 27, 2025 at 9:11 AM
.... i hate myself...

I'm just sitting alone... doing not much...
Yet brain switched mode... now I'm in breakdown mode....
February 24, 2025 at 2:08 PM
I go out of my way for someone, with the restrictions I have to be with/meet said someone.... yet empty-handed...
February 13, 2025 at 10:45 AM
Reposted by Hazim Zetsubou
Gettin truth bomb on me:
"high functioning depression is scary becuz youre very capable of hiding emotions, feelings & thoughts, so no one knows youre not OK & even if you say something no one realises the severity, because you dont seem like someone whos mentally spiralling out of control."
February 11, 2025 at 3:21 PM
A simple invitation
A simple acknowledgement
A simple inclusion
A simple togetherness

Is enough for me to be whole....
Yet apparently I'm not high enough in the hierarchy to get those 4...
February 8, 2025 at 4:43 AM
Being toyed temporarily leaves a scar for eternity.

Played like a fiddle unknowingly feeds my anxiety and depression for infinity.
January 26, 2025 at 3:52 PM
Stop denying my rights...

You said you care...
But all you do is give me a snare...
I was there by your side...
Yet now I'm being drifted away by your own riverside...
January 20, 2025 at 1:51 PM
Will your life still be the same... if we haven't met...
Does my existence matter to you...
If we haven't met...
January 6, 2025 at 9:13 PM
I hate my mood swings... one day I may be happy go lucky bunch, and in an instant, a depresso worthless guy.

Even with a therapist... the voices, the feelings,.... only sometimes to be cured in regression...
December 28, 2024 at 12:11 PM
Bad dream
Nightmare
Hellish

I don’t want to lose you
I don't want to lose them
But, the voices....

But when I share, only generic advice is given.
December 26, 2024 at 4:08 PM
The voices.... is getting louder.... I don't wanna do it....

But it's getting louder.... please... I don't wanna....

Don't... wanna.....
December 21, 2024 at 3:05 PM
Thank you, algorithm.... for the appropriate callout....
December 21, 2024 at 11:30 AM
I exists.
They exist.
We co-exist.

Until... they disregard ones existence.
a black and white drawing of a man with the words what am i supposed to do on the bottom
ALT: a black and white drawing of a man with the words what am i supposed to do on the bottom
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December 21, 2024 at 10:04 AM
They once made a promise...
Just to make ones existence meaningful...
Unfortunately, the words are now a mist...
All now fall, reduced to ashes & cripple.
December 18, 2024 at 1:33 AM
Surrounded in a crowd, one should feel accompanied, right...

Nay, Lonesome. Very. Much.
Not fitting to the mould.
December 17, 2024 at 3:52 AM
They say love is blind, true enough. Ones existence vanished when two souls met.
December 16, 2024 at 11:51 PM
I try my best to be a good person.
I try my best to be helpful for others.
I try my best to embrace the emotions I feel.
I try my best to make sure I don’t let the sadness take me again.
I try my best to make everyone proud to know me.
I try my best to do what’s best for me.
December 16, 2024 at 5:14 PM
Why must every path, every move, shatters my heart...
Yet, I just... mask it, shrug it, and joke about it...
December 15, 2024 at 4:47 PM
If one day, I suddenly disappeared..... with no news bearer....

Will I be remembered, or am I just a fleeting memory...
December 14, 2024 at 4:22 PM
Just a simple thread, yet deadly. Whispers to take the plunge.

So much pain of the world can be gone instantly. But, one will left pain to others & tainted with grunge.
December 12, 2024 at 9:01 PM
Sometimes, one feels like don’t matter at all and that are easily replaceable.

Just wish these thoughts would go away. Keep thinking too much when being left alone.
December 12, 2024 at 2:50 PM
A hand half-raised, a thought begun,
Ignored before it meets the sun.
Their world grows small, a shrinking space,
As others pass without a trace.
December 11, 2024 at 1:17 AM
Voices, it lingers, sweet, unsure,
A question asked, a quiet lure.
Do boundaries fade where longing starts,
Or grow in fear of restless hearts?
December 10, 2024 at 3:38 PM
You have spent your words.
You have told your sorrows.
You are now in pain but not of swords.
Now, the emptiness, the darkness, the shadows whispers faints tomorrows.
December 9, 2024 at 1:01 PM
December 9, 2024 at 1:33 AM