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no minors. 26 y/o. ednos. cw 118

hw: 193.5 sw: 180.9 cw: 116

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anyone else with bd experience this?

ive always seen myself as bigger than i was. lost 30lbs & still saw myself bigger, barely any change. lost another 50lbs & i saw myself small-ish for a few weeks, maybe 2 months. then, ig my eyes got used to it and its like im massive again.
January 10, 2025 at 11:27 AM
rawr im atp where all my oversized (now extra-oversized) tops from a year ago just make me look ridiculous 😭 thats like 30 tops gone from rotation 😭
January 9, 2025 at 4:33 PM
finally, a week with 0 events or obligations
January 9, 2025 at 11:01 AM
my mom is getting married tomorrow 😅
January 2, 2025 at 8:54 PM
merry christmas eve! 🎄
what’s everyone’s plans?

we’re having a huge family party at my grandparents house. then my household will go back to my great-grandparents house to open gifts 🎁
December 24, 2024 at 2:39 PM
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ready to put my head in the microwave for like three totally unrelated reasons this morning
December 23, 2024 at 6:34 PM
today gonna be interesting.

walking until i get hungry. atp im gonna take a quick nap to fuck up my hunger cues. then shower, maybe walk again depending on how long i went in the first go. eventually ill have a fairly dense omad + snack. night walk. then bed 🙃
December 20, 2024 at 3:31 PM
new lw by 0.8 😁 115.6lbs.
December 18, 2024 at 11:36 AM
atp im bout ready to go get that test that tells you what your bmr actually is bc i cant do this anymore.

between my tdee and my net intake i should be rappppppidly losing (≈1lb/day). instead im maintaining.

the world is against me.
December 17, 2024 at 1:38 PM
washed my hair yesterday, got a new brush. immediately after drying it, first pass of the brush, it comes out with fuzzies all over it and my hair is staticky again. wasted $8 on a new brush… the fuck is going on. this is a new (≈6 month) issue, i dont get it. no change in products.
December 17, 2024 at 1:17 PM
😂 no strawberries
December 17, 2024 at 1:22 AM
managed to move things around so that i have time to bake/make christmas gifts & do some laundry today

unfortunately if 1 single task takes longer than expected itll fuck up everything soooo 😅😅
im so boredddd of exercising. there’s so many more things i want to do in a day than exercise but rn its taking up so much of my time & i cant stop 😫
December 15, 2024 at 3:29 PM
0.1lb from lw

if i keep it together today, tomorrow could be wonderful
December 15, 2024 at 11:34 AM
wow i totally forgot about pinterest. opened it up and its just pure thinspo 😅
December 15, 2024 at 3:21 AM
im so boredddd of exercising. there’s so many more things i want to do in a day than exercise but rn its taking up so much of my time & i cant stop 😫
December 14, 2024 at 1:48 AM
if i don’t stop soon my exercise is literally going to be half of the time i spend awake…
December 13, 2024 at 2:50 AM
naps are such good appetite suppressants. i wake up and its like all my hunger cues just vanish for hours
December 9, 2024 at 6:35 PM
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Me watching a film.

1. Start watching.

2. Wonder what I’ve seen one of the actors in before.

3. Google actor.

4. Go to IMDb/their Wikipedia page.

5. Find out every single detail of their entire life.

6. Realise I’ve completely missed the plot of the film and now have no idea what’s going on.
December 8, 2024 at 8:06 PM
feeling gigantic and greedy bc all my meal times happened during the party so everyone saw me eat a ton
family party today.

gonna mess up my meal times a bit but at least my bestie is coming too. will take some attention off of me & she won’t let me possibly overeat
December 8, 2024 at 11:03 PM
family party today.

gonna mess up my meal times a bit but at least my bestie is coming too. will take some attention off of me & she won’t let me possibly overeat
December 8, 2024 at 2:53 PM
would you eat my yogurt bowl? 🙂
December 8, 2024 at 12:45 AM
idk how i ever convinced myself i was reverse dieting. you’re meant to keep your activity the same and slowly increase food intake. i was over here increasing both at the same rate. like yeah of course i was still losing weight quickly, my deficit was the same that entire time!
December 7, 2024 at 3:12 PM
😔 all my old thoughts are back. almost daily now i have to talk myself out of a relapse with sh or purging & i hate it.
December 7, 2024 at 12:06 AM
caught between constant fatigue and an exercise addiction 🙃

i just wanna take a nap for more than 45 minutes (gotta get the stand hour) i feel ridiculous
December 6, 2024 at 3:02 PM
i am not prepared for how emotional therapy is about to be today
December 4, 2024 at 2:10 PM