Fernweh
@ferneerain.bsky.social
Curiosity brought me here🌱
30/F 🎀
Big gal trying to navigate through life 🦋
Into reading, baking and eating 🐼🌈
30/F 🎀
Big gal trying to navigate through life 🦋
Into reading, baking and eating 🐼🌈
Why couldn't I be the lucky one? Why?
November 8, 2025 at 7:53 PM
Why couldn't I be the lucky one? Why?
I am scared, I am I am scared I am scared I am scared I am scared I am scared I hate this fucking life I hate it I hate jf
November 8, 2025 at 7:51 PM
I am scared, I am I am scared I am scared I am scared I am scared I am scared I hate this fucking life I hate it I hate jf
I feel dead inside. People are energy sucking leeches.
October 1, 2025 at 2:24 AM
I feel dead inside. People are energy sucking leeches.
I fucked up big time
September 16, 2025 at 6:30 AM
I fucked up big time
I am scared, I am so scared of this uncertainty.
August 31, 2025 at 8:45 PM
I am scared, I am so scared of this uncertainty.
It hurts to be this ugly and obese, to be a failure and good for nothing waste of space.
And it's all my fault. I want to change my circumstances but I lack motivation. I just don't want to keep going anymore. I am tired. I am so tired.
And it's all my fault. I want to change my circumstances but I lack motivation. I just don't want to keep going anymore. I am tired. I am so tired.
August 30, 2025 at 7:00 AM
It hurts to be this ugly and obese, to be a failure and good for nothing waste of space.
And it's all my fault. I want to change my circumstances but I lack motivation. I just don't want to keep going anymore. I am tired. I am so tired.
And it's all my fault. I want to change my circumstances but I lack motivation. I just don't want to keep going anymore. I am tired. I am so tired.
Ab aur mann nai karta jeene ka. Bhaari padh gayi yeh zindagi toh.
August 16, 2025 at 3:55 PM
Ab aur mann nai karta jeene ka. Bhaari padh gayi yeh zindagi toh.
I am fucking annoyed with everything these days.
April 16, 2025 at 6:44 AM
I am fucking annoyed with everything these days.
I don't know shit about life. I don't know how to navigate through life. I feel hopeless and scared and yet I do nothing to change my circumstances.....
April 14, 2025 at 6:25 PM
I don't know shit about life. I don't know how to navigate through life. I feel hopeless and scared and yet I do nothing to change my circumstances.....
I never thought the idea of not existing would become an option for me. I am not a coward but i see no no reason to keep going on either.
March 20, 2025 at 7:21 PM
I never thought the idea of not existing would become an option for me. I am not a coward but i see no no reason to keep going on either.
My heart feels so heavy. I wake up with dread surrounding my entire being.
February 28, 2025 at 6:19 PM
My heart feels so heavy. I wake up with dread surrounding my entire being.
God is kind, that I know.
February 23, 2025 at 5:29 PM
God is kind, that I know.
29, depressed, lost in life, no goals, no drive, never had a partner, never kissed, ugly, fat and bad skin complexion, always below average in everything I do, wants to be loved, betrayed most times.
I want to stop living and yet I am scared to go. My head hurts and throat feels heavy, I am tired.
I want to stop living and yet I am scared to go. My head hurts and throat feels heavy, I am tired.
February 22, 2025 at 9:52 AM
29, depressed, lost in life, no goals, no drive, never had a partner, never kissed, ugly, fat and bad skin complexion, always below average in everything I do, wants to be loved, betrayed most times.
I want to stop living and yet I am scared to go. My head hurts and throat feels heavy, I am tired.
I want to stop living and yet I am scared to go. My head hurts and throat feels heavy, I am tired.
No more storms please
February 21, 2025 at 6:16 PM
No more storms please
I feel like screaming until I can't anymore....
February 18, 2025 at 7:04 PM
I feel like screaming until I can't anymore....
Fuck this shit, anxiety sucks!!! I feel like I am dying. Oh god
February 16, 2025 at 3:32 PM
Fuck this shit, anxiety sucks!!! I feel like I am dying. Oh god
A hug and some reassurance is all I want. It's all I need.....
February 14, 2025 at 8:52 AM
A hug and some reassurance is all I want. It's all I need.....
I just want to be held. I am scared and lonely and i just want to be held......
February 5, 2025 at 6:54 PM
I just want to be held. I am scared and lonely and i just want to be held......
My gods are with me and I am safe.
January 16, 2025 at 3:27 PM
My gods are with me and I am safe.
Life's been miserable since May of last year and it just keeps getting worse. Most of it is my fault honestly but i just can't deal with my family anymore. Nor can i deal with people from outside ruining my peace.
Please, I just want to be left alone. I just want some peace. Please
#miserablelife
Please, I just want to be left alone. I just want some peace. Please
#miserablelife
January 4, 2025 at 7:26 PM
Life's been miserable since May of last year and it just keeps getting worse. Most of it is my fault honestly but i just can't deal with my family anymore. Nor can i deal with people from outside ruining my peace.
Please, I just want to be left alone. I just want some peace. Please
#miserablelife
Please, I just want to be left alone. I just want some peace. Please
#miserablelife
Reposted by Fernweh
for the saturn lovers 🪐
January 4, 2025 at 2:39 AM
for the saturn lovers 🪐