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evenfalling.bsky.social
@evenfalling.bsky.social
i: furbuki.bsky.social

caelan, 22, he/him, toxic healer main.
ffxiv + hsr + drakengard.
I like weird fiction, yapping about my OCs, and complaining about my personal life.

Currently progging: Nothing, finally free from TOP

Chikashi Hoshino 🌻 Siren
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this is all u need to know abt me tbh
agh reading was a mistake now I'm going to be cursed with Shirou/Archer selfcest brainworms forever
December 7, 2025 at 9:16 AM
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赤弓召喚まつりのイラスト。#Fate/SN #エミヤ #遠坂凛 #
February 7, 2024 at 12:54 PM
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中国の弓士合同誌のポストカードに寄稿したイラスト!
July 27, 2025 at 8:01 AM
Nothing more I need in this life than Sakura waking up in the morning to sleepy kisses from Shirou and Rider. Rider has to drag Shirou out of his daze of kissing cute gf - and out of bed - so he will go make breakfast. Sakura giggles as she watches Rider pick him up and set him down like a kitten.
December 6, 2025 at 6:18 PM
NE is standard in most fights BUT whatever placement makes color partners true is best which can be dependent on melee uptime. (looking at you m2s)
Quick question: Do you put the "1" waymark northwest or northeast?
December 6, 2025 at 5:38 PM
Ok I'm kind of an idiot and so who knows maybe I horribly misread some things and so my understanding of the story is actually wrong. But this felt very in your face in EVERY route (not just HF) and after some googling I couldn't find anyone else yapping about it and I love to yap. 2 main thoughts.
I have a lot of thoughts and feelings about this picture book I probably couldn't express well at the best of times and it's late. But I will say. I knew going in "oh it's a story about ideals". No one told me how much it's about gender and gendered violence. Because it is very much about that.
December 6, 2025 at 5:35 AM
Illya relaxing under the kotatsu and Lancer inviting himself over for dinner is healing
December 5, 2025 at 10:02 PM
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Lady Zero for @ladyzero.bsky.social ❤️
December 5, 2025 at 5:54 PM
Agh I'm so sick of everyone today. I wanna lay on the floor and kick my feet and throw a tantrum
December 5, 2025 at 7:48 PM
I don't want to be at work I want to be at home reading a whole novel published on fanfiction dot net the same year I was in Kindergarten
December 5, 2025 at 5:52 PM
I hate customers I hate unreasonable people who don't fucking think and then expect everyone to bend over backwards to accommodate their own stupidity
December 5, 2025 at 4:49 PM
Anyway genuinely my only hope is that they don't repeat m4s and savage tuning isn't completely fucked because they didn't adjust for more tome gear
December 5, 2025 at 2:27 PM
Hmm the strategy board doesn't look half bad but I still can't imagine it replacing raidplan (or if you're FRU, Google Slides lmao). If it does get used, I imagine it MIGHT replace the long held NA tradition of moving waymarks to explain mechanics to confused people
December 5, 2025 at 2:23 PM
Anyway I'm going to watch the cooking spin off at work tomorrow so I can be delusional and pretend everyone is in a polycule (dealing with having multiple ships you like by putting them in a blender may not be everyone's cup of tea...or smoothie...but it is mine!)
December 5, 2025 at 8:17 AM
I have a lot of thoughts and feelings about this picture book I probably couldn't express well at the best of times and it's late. But I will say. I knew going in "oh it's a story about ideals". No one told me how much it's about gender and gendered violence. Because it is very much about that.
December 5, 2025 at 8:10 AM
My left shoulder hurts :(
December 4, 2025 at 5:35 PM
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#doodlecember2025 Day 3: Quiet/Distance

A moment of silence, leaving behind the home he once knew

#hsr #honkai_star_rail #sunday_hsr
December 4, 2025 at 4:41 AM
i've tried and failed on numerous attempts to get into it and am not interested in giving it another go but that purple dragonboy from the other hoyo game high key cute
December 4, 2025 at 5:56 AM
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December 3, 2025 at 3:34 PM
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[ffxiv]

on the stroke of twelve, the spell will be broken! and everything will be as it was before.
November 28, 2024 at 12:14 AM
Trying not to crash tf out at work today
December 2, 2025 at 6:09 PM
If you think about it, in Monkhtuya's canon lore Hydaelyn is a pact-beast and her pact-price is the same as Seere's.
Chikashi's pact-price is his "heart" - his emotions and compassion for others. His mark is on his chest.

Monkhtuya's is "the ability to return". She loses her memories and all other ties to places she has been before, no matter how many times she's traveled there. Her mark is on her foot.
#wolquestion #wolqotd
If your wol/oc was a character in drakengard 1, what would be sacrificed if they made a pact with a dragon?
December 2, 2025 at 6:50 AM
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Sphene (Final Fantasy XIV) sketch by Toshiyuki Itahana:
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November 26, 2025 at 5:49 PM
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little shtola saw something fucked up in old sharlayan
November 29, 2025 at 8:06 AM
Chikashi's pact-price is his "heart" - his emotions and compassion for others. His mark is on his chest.

Monkhtuya's is "the ability to return". She loses her memories and all other ties to places she has been before, no matter how many times she's traveled there. Her mark is on her foot.
#wolquestion #wolqotd
If your wol/oc was a character in drakengard 1, what would be sacrificed if they made a pact with a dragon?
December 1, 2025 at 4:20 PM