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Welcome Again.
I realized it should be okay to stream if I don't have much free time (on Tuesday nights for example) and thus can't trap myself very badly.
Maybe I shouldn't stream there... otherwise I might trap myself. I guess I really just have to be alone.
November 14, 2025 at 1:13 AM
Thank you for being so nice to me
November 13, 2025 at 4:11 PM
I'm sorry I've been so heartless to someone as pure and dear as you
November 12, 2025 at 8:12 PM
The unhealthy attachment sometimes feels weaker lately
November 12, 2025 at 12:44 AM
I'm sorry I make it hard to feel comfortable messaging me. Your concerns are valid. I'm sorry I don't consider your feelings like I should.
I don't know to fix anything… I don't know how to not feel scared when I'm not supposed to. I don't want the answer to be that there's nothing that can be done.
November 11, 2025 at 4:32 PM
Have you gone silent again? You're welcome to talk there, y'know.
Look at how she reacted to your last messages. She's not trying to shut you out: she's just exploring new horizons.
November 11, 2025 at 2:46 PM
I like when we have chats... I think I can remember again that I'm cared for for a bit.
November 10, 2025 at 2:30 PM
You do care about me...
I just couldn't remember.
You probably just don't let it control you because you've accepted my problems out of your control... I wish I could remember.
November 10, 2025 at 1:46 PM
It feels to nice to think you care about me
Why can't I remember it?
November 10, 2025 at 1:13 PM
"We can't control how we feel,"
Funny how I'm the one who made that quote but I hurt you over and over again for being scared.
I'm sorry...
November 10, 2025 at 1:04 PM
I tried to communicate.
I guess only time will tell if it helped anything.
November 10, 2025 at 1:00 PM
I'm sorry
November 10, 2025 at 4:06 AM
Are you not worried about drifting apart?
It might be better for you anyway...
November 10, 2025 at 3:45 AM
I think I probably wouldn't have played Tales of Berseria for 6 hours but with someone here I feel like I can't escape maybe?
November 10, 2025 at 1:38 AM
I wonder if you still like me.
November 9, 2025 at 4:35 PM
I've lost urges to invite you to hang out and I've been okay with it. I still want you to invite me to hang out, despite that though.
November 8, 2025 at 9:37 PM
Are you happy lately?
November 8, 2025 at 5:45 PM
I wonder what it'd be like if I went to a new world... it's exciting meeting new people and having no preexisting perceptions towards yourself, isn't it?
November 8, 2025 at 5:45 PM
I feel like you're floating away and that such is what you want
I don't know what I can do to stop it
Maybe it's just all too late

Or maybe it's just because you haven't been feeling well lately and it'll pass
November 8, 2025 at 2:39 PM
Please don't erase me
November 8, 2025 at 2:00 AM
November 8, 2025 at 1:24 AM
Does tradition blind freedom? I suppose only time will tell...
November 7, 2025 at 5:26 PM
Wanna watch a movie?
November 7, 2025 at 5:23 PM
You gonna follow, snowprints?
November 7, 2025 at 5:19 PM
Ohhhh
Maybe you saw my thoughts here and with "no more no less" you were trying imply I was welcome there and that it wasn't just provided to free the gazer of guilt.
I'd be a better person if I'd just let myself believe at face value.
November 7, 2025 at 4:06 PM