Camisole.
@camisole9.bsky.social
Hi, I'm Camisole Catharsis
Vent alt of @creisylle.bsky.social
Please read pinned thread...
Amnesophobia, athazagoraphobia, autoclonophobia. And well more.
Swing moods, denial makes me happy.
Vent alt of @creisylle.bsky.social
Please read pinned thread...
Amnesophobia, athazagoraphobia, autoclonophobia. And well more.
Swing moods, denial makes me happy.
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Camisole.
@camisole9.bsky.social
· May 5
My identity:
Clément, Crazyle, Camisole and them.
A thread to understand us all 🧵:
Many people are confused my me claiming I'm not system, and confused by what I mean by "walking identity" crisis as well as why I struggle with my identity.
Posts will not be made in a single day.
Clément, Crazyle, Camisole and them.
A thread to understand us all 🧵:
Many people are confused my me claiming I'm not system, and confused by what I mean by "walking identity" crisis as well as why I struggle with my identity.
Posts will not be made in a single day.
Reposted by Camisole.
I hate my mother so much
November 24, 2025 at 9:32 PM
I hate my mother so much
Touch starved
Affection needy
I need to sleep
Affection needy
I need to sleep
November 23, 2025 at 1:37 AM
Touch starved
Affection needy
I need to sleep
Affection needy
I need to sleep
I have to spare money and have a good job so I can buy a house for me and my bestie and pay for them too
Goal for me
Goal for me
November 17, 2025 at 10:11 PM
I have to spare money and have a good job so I can buy a house for me and my bestie and pay for them too
Goal for me
Goal for me
I'm probably too worried and making it worse
I hate it
I hate it
November 17, 2025 at 9:53 PM
I'm probably too worried and making it worse
I hate it
I hate it
I really can't
I'm trying to improve my life but all it does is increase my anxiety and stress
I'm losing more hair than usual
I'm trying to improve my life but all it does is increase my anxiety and stress
I'm losing more hair than usual
November 17, 2025 at 9:52 PM
I really can't
I'm trying to improve my life but all it does is increase my anxiety and stress
I'm losing more hair than usual
I'm trying to improve my life but all it does is increase my anxiety and stress
I'm losing more hair than usual
I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it
I want them to be happy so I can be happy with them
I want them to be happy so I can be happy with them
November 17, 2025 at 9:46 PM
I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it
I want them to be happy so I can be happy with them
I want them to be happy so I can be happy with them
No no no no no no no no no
I hate it
They're feeling bad
And I can't do anything
I hate it
They're feeling bad
And I can't do anything
November 17, 2025 at 9:46 PM
No no no no no no no no no
I hate it
They're feeling bad
And I can't do anything
I hate it
They're feeling bad
And I can't do anything
Ugh I wanna be called a good boy and be held and stuff
I hate myself
I hate myself
November 14, 2025 at 5:28 PM
Ugh I wanna be called a good boy and be held and stuff
I hate myself
I hate myself
I don't what to do for my friend
November 12, 2025 at 10:24 PM
I don't what to do for my friend
I hate Kantism so fucking much
November 11, 2025 at 6:27 PM
I hate Kantism so fucking much
I can do it
I believe in myself
I believe in myself
November 11, 2025 at 10:10 AM
I can do it
I believe in myself
I believe in myself
I will do great things, I promise
November 10, 2025 at 5:40 PM
I will do great things, I promise
I will do it
I'm slowly being cured
I just need to continue experimenting
I'm going to be so happy if I finally manage to get out of this lustful spiral of fleshy perversion
Crying
I'm slowly being cured
I just need to continue experimenting
I'm going to be so happy if I finally manage to get out of this lustful spiral of fleshy perversion
Crying
November 10, 2025 at 5:38 PM
I will do it
I'm slowly being cured
I just need to continue experimenting
I'm going to be so happy if I finally manage to get out of this lustful spiral of fleshy perversion
Crying
I'm slowly being cured
I just need to continue experimenting
I'm going to be so happy if I finally manage to get out of this lustful spiral of fleshy perversion
Crying
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH
CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP
I NEED TO FUCKING FOCUS I NEED TO CLEAN MY LIFE
FUCK FUCK FUCK AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH
I'M THINKING I'M THINKING I'M THINKING I'M THINKING I'M THINKING I'M THINKING I'M THINKING I'M THINKING I'M THINKING I'M THINKING
CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP
I NEED TO FUCKING FOCUS I NEED TO CLEAN MY LIFE
FUCK FUCK FUCK AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH
I'M THINKING I'M THINKING I'M THINKING I'M THINKING I'M THINKING I'M THINKING I'M THINKING I'M THINKING I'M THINKING I'M THINKING
November 6, 2025 at 10:12 PM
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH
CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP
I NEED TO FUCKING FOCUS I NEED TO CLEAN MY LIFE
FUCK FUCK FUCK AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH
I'M THINKING I'M THINKING I'M THINKING I'M THINKING I'M THINKING I'M THINKING I'M THINKING I'M THINKING I'M THINKING I'M THINKING
CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP
I NEED TO FUCKING FOCUS I NEED TO CLEAN MY LIFE
FUCK FUCK FUCK AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH
I'M THINKING I'M THINKING I'M THINKING I'M THINKING I'M THINKING I'M THINKING I'M THINKING I'M THINKING I'M THINKING I'M THINKING
Personal log N°1:
1.Nov.
After great exposure to horror media, body horror, fictional gore, analog horror and uncanny valley I feel a noticable lack of any pulsion at time where I often have ones.
Result: Positive. Tho needs more tests.
1.Nov.
After great exposure to horror media, body horror, fictional gore, analog horror and uncanny valley I feel a noticable lack of any pulsion at time where I often have ones.
Result: Positive. Tho needs more tests.
November 1, 2025 at 10:14 PM
Personal log N°1:
1.Nov.
After great exposure to horror media, body horror, fictional gore, analog horror and uncanny valley I feel a noticable lack of any pulsion at time where I often have ones.
Result: Positive. Tho needs more tests.
1.Nov.
After great exposure to horror media, body horror, fictional gore, analog horror and uncanny valley I feel a noticable lack of any pulsion at time where I often have ones.
Result: Positive. Tho needs more tests.
Watched some horror stuff before going to bed
Catharsis
Catharsis
November 1, 2025 at 2:15 AM
Watched some horror stuff before going to bed
Catharsis
Catharsis
I should try to experiment more stuff
Anything that passes in my hand
Anything
Anything that passes in my hand
Anything
November 1, 2025 at 2:12 AM
I should try to experiment more stuff
Anything that passes in my hand
Anything
Anything that passes in my hand
Anything
Tomorrow I will start experimenting on myself
Sadly I've found myself going down a downward spiral of lustful hedonism
Tomorrow first thing will be to watch a horror movie (specifically body horror) and to study gore physiology. Then I'll try other various methods.
The end justifies the means.
Sadly I've found myself going down a downward spiral of lustful hedonism
Tomorrow first thing will be to watch a horror movie (specifically body horror) and to study gore physiology. Then I'll try other various methods.
The end justifies the means.
November 1, 2025 at 2:08 AM
Tomorrow I will start experimenting on myself
Sadly I've found myself going down a downward spiral of lustful hedonism
Tomorrow first thing will be to watch a horror movie (specifically body horror) and to study gore physiology. Then I'll try other various methods.
The end justifies the means.
Sadly I've found myself going down a downward spiral of lustful hedonism
Tomorrow first thing will be to watch a horror movie (specifically body horror) and to study gore physiology. Then I'll try other various methods.
The end justifies the means.
Slamming my head against the wall
MY MOTHER THIS IMMATURE BITCH
MY MOTHER THIS IMMATURE BITCH
November 1, 2025 at 12:54 AM
Slamming my head against the wall
MY MOTHER THIS IMMATURE BITCH
MY MOTHER THIS IMMATURE BITCH