🐾Gravely Rotten🐾
@bwunnicvtz.bsky.social
🪦yo-yoing ED recov
🖤recovering from SH addiction
🕯9teen. Im destructive.
🔪SHEDtwt user, Block if uncomfy
🚬CW: 119lbs | GW: recovery; 125
🖤recovering from SH addiction
🕯9teen. Im destructive.
🔪SHEDtwt user, Block if uncomfy
🚬CW: 119lbs | GW: recovery; 125
Pinned
New temp pinned post
🪦Nickname: paradise / dusk
🖤19yo disabled idiot
🔪he/it int3rs3x mal3 !
🐾ED + SH = MAIN FOCUS
🕯I may post drvg/bpd stuff
‼️I BLOCK FREELY, IDGAF‼️
DNI: ns/fw, b1g/0ts, ant1-qv33r
🪦Nickname: paradise / dusk
🖤19yo disabled idiot
🔪he/it int3rs3x mal3 !
🐾ED + SH = MAIN FOCUS
🕯I may post drvg/bpd stuff
‼️I BLOCK FREELY, IDGAF‼️
DNI: ns/fw, b1g/0ts, ant1-qv33r
I need a drug that makes me not hungry i wish i could smoke nicotine but id get kicked out wtf
December 1, 2025 at 3:08 AM
I need a drug that makes me not hungry i wish i could smoke nicotine but id get kicked out wtf
I ate too much lmao i actually gained so much wtf
Im not eating anymore bro wtf
Im not eating anymore bro wtf
December 1, 2025 at 3:07 AM
I ate too much lmao i actually gained so much wtf
Im not eating anymore bro wtf
Im not eating anymore bro wtf
I SERIOUSLY FUCKING HATE MYSELF HOW COULD I DO THIS. I WAS DOING SO GOOD AND I FUCKED IT ALL UP
NOW I WANT MORE
I HATE MYSELF
I H A T E MYSELF
I H A T E MYSELF.
NOW I WANT MORE
I HATE MYSELF
I H A T E MYSELF
I H A T E MYSELF.
November 24, 2025 at 3:04 AM
I SERIOUSLY FUCKING HATE MYSELF HOW COULD I DO THIS. I WAS DOING SO GOOD AND I FUCKED IT ALL UP
NOW I WANT MORE
I HATE MYSELF
I H A T E MYSELF
I H A T E MYSELF.
NOW I WANT MORE
I HATE MYSELF
I H A T E MYSELF
I H A T E MYSELF.
I relapsed on one of my addictions from over 10 years ago what the fuck 😍😍😍 i genuinely should hurt myself!!! I can’t believe i fucking did that!!!!
Now i have to recondition myself not to want it!!!!!! I rather be cutting instead!!!! Or starving!!!! I FUCKING HATE MYSELF WHY DID I DO THIS WHYWHYWH
Now i have to recondition myself not to want it!!!!!! I rather be cutting instead!!!! Or starving!!!! I FUCKING HATE MYSELF WHY DID I DO THIS WHYWHYWH
November 24, 2025 at 3:02 AM
I relapsed on one of my addictions from over 10 years ago what the fuck 😍😍😍 i genuinely should hurt myself!!! I can’t believe i fucking did that!!!!
Now i have to recondition myself not to want it!!!!!! I rather be cutting instead!!!! Or starving!!!! I FUCKING HATE MYSELF WHY DID I DO THIS WHYWHYWH
Now i have to recondition myself not to want it!!!!!! I rather be cutting instead!!!! Or starving!!!! I FUCKING HATE MYSELF WHY DID I DO THIS WHYWHYWH
Reposted by 🐾Gravely Rotten🐾
had 2 play cause i thought of this photo immediately lmao
without downloading any new pics, what’s it like dating u? 🌸
without downloading any new pics, what’s it like dating u? 🌸
November 23, 2025 at 6:51 PM
had 2 play cause i thought of this photo immediately lmao
without downloading any new pics, what’s it like dating u? 🌸
without downloading any new pics, what’s it like dating u? 🌸
I was in the hospital for malnutrition on sunday. Im having to recover now.
November 19, 2025 at 4:28 PM
I was in the hospital for malnutrition on sunday. Im having to recover now.
Reposted by 🐾Gravely Rotten🐾
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sub to the anti-edsky block list
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November 15, 2024 at 5:17 AM
tips/advisories for adults migrating from edtwt to edsky:
most of us are anti-fatphobia/toxicity! way friendlier here
add edsky feeds!!! & then add "mutuals" feed to ur home too & "popular with friends"- links below.
sub to the anti-edsky block list
sub to the fatphobic block list
most of us are anti-fatphobia/toxicity! way friendlier here
add edsky feeds!!! & then add "mutuals" feed to ur home too & "popular with friends"- links below.
sub to the anti-edsky block list
sub to the fatphobic block list
⚠️major TW.
No matter how much i wash my body off. No matter how much i scrub til my skins red.
I got the hand prints off.
But you have the videos.
No matter how much i wash my body off. No matter how much i scrub til my skins red.
I got the hand prints off.
But you have the videos.
November 16, 2025 at 1:08 AM
⚠️major TW.
No matter how much i wash my body off. No matter how much i scrub til my skins red.
I got the hand prints off.
But you have the videos.
No matter how much i wash my body off. No matter how much i scrub til my skins red.
I got the hand prints off.
But you have the videos.
Im dking this to myself all my behaviors are my responsibility and im at fault im acting just like those who abused me and i need to stop being like them it is my fault im life this its my fault im not using my words or my brain or thinking about other it is MY FAULT IT ISMY FAULT I AM SELFISG I AM
November 12, 2025 at 2:04 AM
Im dking this to myself all my behaviors are my responsibility and im at fault im acting just like those who abused me and i need to stop being like them it is my fault im life this its my fault im not using my words or my brain or thinking about other it is MY FAULT IT ISMY FAULT I AM SELFISG I AM
Everything keeps crashing down harder and harder than the last time hes going to leave me if i keep this pattern up i dont want to be this way how im acting is bad i am becoming bad im hurting people it doesn’t mtter if im strugling i am hurting people around me i an hutyong people i love why am i
November 12, 2025 at 2:03 AM
Everything keeps crashing down harder and harder than the last time hes going to leave me if i keep this pattern up i dont want to be this way how im acting is bad i am becoming bad im hurting people it doesn’t mtter if im strugling i am hurting people around me i an hutyong people i love why am i
Do i do my seizure causing edibles or do i cut
November 10, 2025 at 10:48 PM
Do i do my seizure causing edibles or do i cut
Im actualy about to relapse i cant keep fucking doing this. I feel too much guilt. I feel helpless. I want to kill myself.
November 10, 2025 at 10:46 PM
Im actualy about to relapse i cant keep fucking doing this. I feel too much guilt. I feel helpless. I want to kill myself.
Gender reveal youre all invited
Im a guy💀
Im actually 1nt.ers3x but i enjoy f3m stuff occasionally
I will not share more since that would expose who i am😔
Im a guy💀
Im actually 1nt.ers3x but i enjoy f3m stuff occasionally
I will not share more since that would expose who i am😔
November 7, 2025 at 2:50 AM
Gender reveal youre all invited
Im a guy💀
Im actually 1nt.ers3x but i enjoy f3m stuff occasionally
I will not share more since that would expose who i am😔
Im a guy💀
Im actually 1nt.ers3x but i enjoy f3m stuff occasionally
I will not share more since that would expose who i am😔
New temp pinned post
🪦Nickname: paradise / dusk
🖤19yo disabled idiot
🔪he/it int3rs3x mal3 !
🐾ED + SH = MAIN FOCUS
🕯I may post drvg/bpd stuff
‼️I BLOCK FREELY, IDGAF‼️
DNI: ns/fw, b1g/0ts, ant1-qv33r
🪦Nickname: paradise / dusk
🖤19yo disabled idiot
🔪he/it int3rs3x mal3 !
🐾ED + SH = MAIN FOCUS
🕯I may post drvg/bpd stuff
‼️I BLOCK FREELY, IDGAF‼️
DNI: ns/fw, b1g/0ts, ant1-qv33r
November 7, 2025 at 2:48 AM
New temp pinned post
🪦Nickname: paradise / dusk
🖤19yo disabled idiot
🔪he/it int3rs3x mal3 !
🐾ED + SH = MAIN FOCUS
🕯I may post drvg/bpd stuff
‼️I BLOCK FREELY, IDGAF‼️
DNI: ns/fw, b1g/0ts, ant1-qv33r
🪦Nickname: paradise / dusk
🖤19yo disabled idiot
🔪he/it int3rs3x mal3 !
🐾ED + SH = MAIN FOCUS
🕯I may post drvg/bpd stuff
‼️I BLOCK FREELY, IDGAF‼️
DNI: ns/fw, b1g/0ts, ant1-qv33r
I used to be able to buy fruit to manage throughout the month now i cant even afford an apple 😂😂
I used to be able to afford milk and bread but those arent good for me anyways lol who needs those😂😂😂😂
I used to be able to get my safe foods with no problem but now i cant even afford junk food😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
I used to be able to afford milk and bread but those arent good for me anyways lol who needs those😂😂😂😂
I used to be able to get my safe foods with no problem but now i cant even afford junk food😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
November 7, 2025 at 2:41 AM
I used to be able to buy fruit to manage throughout the month now i cant even afford an apple 😂😂
I used to be able to afford milk and bread but those arent good for me anyways lol who needs those😂😂😂😂
I used to be able to get my safe foods with no problem but now i cant even afford junk food😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
I used to be able to afford milk and bread but those arent good for me anyways lol who needs those😂😂😂😂
I used to be able to get my safe foods with no problem but now i cant even afford junk food😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
Funny how SN4.P being on hold/discontinued is what forces a relapse😍😍
Whatever i wasnt hungry anyways i guess
Whatever i wasnt hungry anyways i guess
November 7, 2025 at 2:39 AM
Funny how SN4.P being on hold/discontinued is what forces a relapse😍😍
Whatever i wasnt hungry anyways i guess
Whatever i wasnt hungry anyways i guess
Hitting 135 days…❤️🩹
114 days.
Thats how long ive been clean from SH.
114.
Thats how long ive been clean from SH.
114.
November 4, 2025 at 3:16 AM
Hitting 135 days…❤️🩹
Most of my weight gain is probably just water retention. I havent been drinking mych water so its prob just holding onto it
November 4, 2025 at 3:13 AM
Most of my weight gain is probably just water retention. I havent been drinking mych water so its prob just holding onto it
I know that even since ive stopped posting i havent recovered much.
I still eat only 1400 max, usually 970.
I still feel fat though. I sometimes eat 2000 but thats only during very busy days..
I feel like i should work more. I need to be skinnier.
I still eat only 1400 max, usually 970.
I still feel fat though. I sometimes eat 2000 but thats only during very busy days..
I feel like i should work more. I need to be skinnier.
November 4, 2025 at 3:12 AM
I know that even since ive stopped posting i havent recovered much.
I still eat only 1400 max, usually 970.
I still feel fat though. I sometimes eat 2000 but thats only during very busy days..
I feel like i should work more. I need to be skinnier.
I still eat only 1400 max, usually 970.
I still feel fat though. I sometimes eat 2000 but thats only during very busy days..
I feel like i should work more. I need to be skinnier.
I think im gunna relapse ^_^
November 4, 2025 at 3:10 AM
I think im gunna relapse ^_^
What if i relapsed my ED right now…
November 4, 2025 at 3:07 AM
What if i relapsed my ED right now…
114 days.
Thats how long ive been clean from SH.
114.
Thats how long ive been clean from SH.
114.
October 14, 2025 at 10:33 PM
114 days.
Thats how long ive been clean from SH.
114.
Thats how long ive been clean from SH.
114.
Im sorry of u have “c¡s girls only” in ur bio do not fucking interact with me💀
I have tr4n5 sisters and brothers and i do not fw u
I have tr4n5 sisters and brothers and i do not fw u
October 11, 2025 at 7:29 PM
Im sorry of u have “c¡s girls only” in ur bio do not fucking interact with me💀
I have tr4n5 sisters and brothers and i do not fw u
I have tr4n5 sisters and brothers and i do not fw u
Im def relapsing i ate so fucking much today i feel so disgusting. I dont deserve all this food.
October 10, 2025 at 3:36 AM
Im def relapsing i ate so fucking much today i feel so disgusting. I dont deserve all this food.