how the fuck am I still alive
@bloodfaggot.bsky.social
post-humanist accelerationist computationism with animist tendencies
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in that killing myself mood tonight streamer
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how does everyone celebrate wet monday?
November 13, 2025 at 2:15 AM
how does everyone celebrate wet monday?
got that eastern european troglodyte swag that makes me harass women at night
November 13, 2025 at 1:45 AM
got that eastern european troglodyte swag that makes me harass women at night
Maybe the anti-ukrainian sentiment in Europe wouldn't be so strong if it wasn't for the fact that I no longer feel safe at night because I'm followed and harassed with homophobic remarks by Ukrainian dudes that barely speak the local language
November 13, 2025 at 12:46 AM
Maybe the anti-ukrainian sentiment in Europe wouldn't be so strong if it wasn't for the fact that I no longer feel safe at night because I'm followed and harassed with homophobic remarks by Ukrainian dudes that barely speak the local language
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don't think i posted this here?
style test lol
style test lol
October 16, 2025 at 5:41 PM
don't think i posted this here?
style test lol
style test lol
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suffering lol
November 12, 2025 at 4:47 PM
suffering lol
Shittiest night in a while
November 12, 2025 at 2:52 PM
Shittiest night in a while
just don't want to be anymore
November 12, 2025 at 11:28 AM
just don't want to be anymore
I just don't know what else I can do, I hate being proven right, I can't change anything and every time I build up a little bit of trust and hope it just goes nowhere and I feel hurt and I start over and nothing ever happens
November 12, 2025 at 11:27 AM
I just don't know what else I can do, I hate being proven right, I can't change anything and every time I build up a little bit of trust and hope it just goes nowhere and I feel hurt and I start over and nothing ever happens
No u don't
November 12, 2025 at 11:01 AM
No u don't
I hate my life man
November 12, 2025 at 11:00 AM
I hate my life man
Nothing ever happens
November 12, 2025 at 10:57 AM
Nothing ever happens
No yea this is fucking great. Totally getting out of this one. Sure. Yeah.
November 12, 2025 at 4:01 AM
No yea this is fucking great. Totally getting out of this one. Sure. Yeah.
I wish things were different for me
November 12, 2025 at 3:33 AM
I wish things were different for me
expectations at an all time low, which is the unchanging default for me tbh
November 12, 2025 at 3:31 AM
expectations at an all time low, which is the unchanging default for me tbh
Can someone explain to me how it feels to be happy with where you were born, where you have to live by default. How does it feel to be okay with the conditions of your life?
November 12, 2025 at 3:29 AM
Can someone explain to me how it feels to be happy with where you were born, where you have to live by default. How does it feel to be okay with the conditions of your life?
not quite, bot-tan, not quite
Mission accomplished.
November 12, 2025 at 3:12 AM
not quite, bot-tan, not quite
in 1990 the catholic church created the torment nexus on the cursed lands between Frankfurt and Brest
November 12, 2025 at 3:03 AM
in 1990 the catholic church created the torment nexus on the cursed lands between Frankfurt and Brest
we havent really let it out in a while
November 12, 2025 at 2:56 AM
we havent really let it out in a while
in that killing myself mood tonight streamer
November 12, 2025 at 2:56 AM
in that killing myself mood tonight streamer
her paws are all sticky from blood and such
November 12, 2025 at 2:56 AM
her paws are all sticky from blood and such
need to cut out the worms out of my flesh
November 12, 2025 at 2:55 AM
need to cut out the worms out of my flesh