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Bexy
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Fantasy Books. Horror Books. Book Books. All the BOOKS. And naps- don't forget the naps for all this chronically ill goodness. Too old for this sh!t (43)
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Fun fact:
Did you know it is in fact NOT normal to recall memories as a third person “watching”? *laughs awkwardly* #thanksit’sthetrauma #dissociation #derealization #depersonalisation #traumaresponse #therapy
October 29, 2025 at 6:40 AM
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July 11, 2025 at 4:25 PM
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July 4, 2025 at 9:21 PM
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I feel #depressed. But I guess at least I don't feel overwhelming #anxiety, right? I want to know what #PEACE feels like. I want to feel it in my #soul instead of this rotting, molding, #emptiness. #mentalhealth #mentallyill #depression #isolation #exhaustion #fear #chronicallyill #chronicpain
June 27, 2025 at 9:07 PM
I wish our #cats weren't little assholes and would cuddle with me. But no, not going to happen. I miss Gideon. He was such a great little #dog. I miss him coming into my room and just lying on my legs so I can't move. I miss having a connection with someone/thing other than my fucked up head.
June 27, 2025 at 9:02 PM
I am so #disappointed in myself. I had to break down and take my #Lorazepam because nothing I was doing was making my #anxiety go away. None of the tools I have were working. Not #breathing, not #meditation, nothing. And now, not only do I not feel any anxiety, but I don't feel anything.
June 27, 2025 at 8:58 PM
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A dark, gorgeous, and haunting story about a woman who puts herself back together after death to seek out the man who murdered her - Highway 1, Past Hope by @mariahaskins.com

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June 23, 2025 at 7:40 PM
So day 3 of #prednisone to help break this #migraine. No relief. My #anxiety is through the roof with the shitshow that is now the US. #Depression so bad I just want to #dissociate and #sleep until this is all over and if I happen to not wake up..the SI is strong today
June 23, 2025 at 10:17 AM
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If there's money for wars then there's money for Medicaid
June 22, 2025 at 11:45 PM
Let's see if #prednisone helps with my #headache that has gone away and I have had for a week. This heat is not helping matters. #spoonie #migraine #occipitalneuralgia #neckpain #fibromyalgia #WTF #neurologicaldisorders #disorders #chronicpain #chronicillness #chronicallyill
June 21, 2025 at 6:34 PM
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I looked this up, and yes, it is real. I've included an article about it in the comments.
Please share for those who may need it.
Thank you!
June 20, 2025 at 4:07 PM
Called #neurology to see if I could get a #rescuemed for this FUCKING #MIGRAINE that is not going away.Talked to someone and they are going to give me a 5 day for #prednisone. Lets hope this fucking med helps this fucking migraine go the fuck away. #occipitalneuralgia #chronicpain #chronicallyill
June 20, 2025 at 8:08 PM
June 19, 2025 at 10:24 PM
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“You look familiar.”

I don't even go outside so why are you lying..
June 19, 2025 at 11:12 AM
You know that feeling you get when a #headache / #migraine finally breaks? I find that feeling better than sex/an orgasm. I spent another day rotating ice packs and using my awesome heating pad.
#spoonie #chronicheadahe #pain #chronicpain #chronicillness #fibromyalgia #Occipitalneuralgia #neurology
June 19, 2025 at 6:56 AM
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June 16, 2025 at 9:43 PM
I have been rotating ice packs (I have 3 different types) all day today trying to get this headache to fuck all the way off. It's not working!!! #sideeffecrs #headaches #migraines #chronicmigraine #chronicillness #chronicallyill #nospoons #spoonie #fibromyalgia #occipitalneuralgia #neckpain
June 17, 2025 at 1:47 AM
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June 16, 2025 at 10:41 PM
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June 16, 2025 at 3:12 PM
I love the fact that when I start #newmedications the #sideeffects could make #health issues I ALREADY have worse. My #headaches are getting more frequent and are not my "normal" #pain #migraines. I hate being diagnosed with new issues because then it is #trial&error for finding meds that work. 🤬🤬🤬
June 16, 2025 at 7:05 PM
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Today is my birthday so It would mean a lot of y'all shared my art :) 🫶
June 16, 2025 at 1:04 PM
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Ukraine's Air Force reports about a large missile and drone attack.

Shot down:
159/183 Shahed and other type UAVs
2/2 Kh-47M2 Kinzhal aeroballistic missiles
0/1 Iskander-M/KN-23 ballistic missile
3/4 Iskander-K cruise missiles
3/4 Kalibr cruise missiles
June 15, 2025 at 7:08 AM