Ash
@ashgreyvii.bsky.social
not worth my salt | 22 she/her | MDNI | 🏳️⚧️
i think i hate art
thinking of giving up
thinking of giving up
November 11, 2025 at 1:39 AM
i think i hate art
thinking of giving up
thinking of giving up
i worry that self destructive behavior is not only an unavoidable aspect of being a trans woman but an encouraged one.. i dont want my girlies hurting themselves.. i dont want my girlies getting lung cancer "for the funny".. i dont want my girlies putting themselves in abusive relatinships..
plz...
plz...
September 18, 2025 at 9:39 AM
i worry that self destructive behavior is not only an unavoidable aspect of being a trans woman but an encouraged one.. i dont want my girlies hurting themselves.. i dont want my girlies getting lung cancer "for the funny".. i dont want my girlies putting themselves in abusive relatinships..
plz...
plz...
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Mine has been a life of much shame. I can't even guess myself what it must be to live the life of a human being.
August 14, 2025 at 6:02 AM
Mine has been a life of much shame. I can't even guess myself what it must be to live the life of a human being.
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tryna sleep on call w/ my bf but my mind assaults me with visions/memories/imaginations of my ex and i feel like at this point im either never gonna be over them or my brain is tryna warn me not to repeat history? idk i just wish i could forget them already..
August 13, 2025 at 6:08 AM
tryna sleep on call w/ my bf but my mind assaults me with visions/memories/imaginations of my ex and i feel like at this point im either never gonna be over them or my brain is tryna warn me not to repeat history? idk i just wish i could forget them already..
god i wanna write that song.. its been something in my head for years but i just cant write music cuz my brain isnt wired for it. when i think of music my mind is flooded with all the sounds and songs ive already heard and i cant manifest something new/original because of that
is this normal what
is this normal what
August 13, 2025 at 5:37 AM
god i wanna write that song.. its been something in my head for years but i just cant write music cuz my brain isnt wired for it. when i think of music my mind is flooded with all the sounds and songs ive already heard and i cant manifest something new/original because of that
is this normal what
is this normal what
im convinced joining a cult would fix me
August 11, 2025 at 8:18 AM
im convinced joining a cult would fix me
i wonder still was it really just me? today i realized one of my manic delusions wasnt me, it was him. what else was him? my whole self image was destroyed and i always thought it was me who did it but maybe.. maybe its his fault
August 11, 2025 at 1:27 AM
i wonder still was it really just me? today i realized one of my manic delusions wasnt me, it was him. what else was him? my whole self image was destroyed and i always thought it was me who did it but maybe.. maybe its his fault
im suffering the trials... once more.. again... fml
August 10, 2025 at 10:23 PM
im suffering the trials... once more.. again... fml
just a vent post i made on discord, was too long for here so ill just upload a pic lol
July 31, 2025 at 4:44 AM
just a vent post i made on discord, was too long for here so ill just upload a pic lol
sometimes people would rather fight the ghosts in their head than the ghouls in their home
July 24, 2025 at 2:28 PM
sometimes people would rather fight the ghosts in their head than the ghouls in their home
guess who accidentally threatened suicide... again...
im gonna get dumped over this probably
im gonna get dumped over this probably
July 18, 2025 at 3:36 AM
guess who accidentally threatened suicide... again...
im gonna get dumped over this probably
im gonna get dumped over this probably
if i were.. lets say.. going to write a bbeg and i make him a pro-pedo totalitarianistic leader who thinks that all people of a different status than him should be executed or banished from his land by force... my critics would say thats too cartoonish and takes them out of the experience..
and yet
and yet
July 17, 2025 at 8:54 PM
if i were.. lets say.. going to write a bbeg and i make him a pro-pedo totalitarianistic leader who thinks that all people of a different status than him should be executed or banished from his land by force... my critics would say thats too cartoonish and takes them out of the experience..
and yet
and yet
decided i needed a new sona since i my egg cracked.. soo anywho making a spotted bnuuy girlie. i think shes gonna be prebby :3
(this is just a reference for the fur pattern. she will have different proportions and such when i draw her in earnest)
(this is just a reference for the fur pattern. she will have different proportions and such when i draw her in earnest)
July 12, 2025 at 5:18 AM
decided i needed a new sona since i my egg cracked.. soo anywho making a spotted bnuuy girlie. i think shes gonna be prebby :3
(this is just a reference for the fur pattern. she will have different proportions and such when i draw her in earnest)
(this is just a reference for the fur pattern. she will have different proportions and such when i draw her in earnest)
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hey who wants to see my most treasured bumper sticker (i just mentioned it in the chat of @katbamkapow.bsky.social & @notquitereal.bsky.social ‘s stream and felt like the world needed to see it lmao)
July 6, 2025 at 12:03 AM
hey who wants to see my most treasured bumper sticker (i just mentioned it in the chat of @katbamkapow.bsky.social & @notquitereal.bsky.social ‘s stream and felt like the world needed to see it lmao)
the souls-tism continues as ive made all 4 knights of gwyn in dsr
June 24, 2025 at 1:30 AM
the souls-tism continues as ive made all 4 knights of gwyn in dsr
im not saying that instead of sleeping i played thru all of dark souls 1 again.. but i sure do have a brand new save in ng+ that didnt even exist a few hours ago
June 19, 2025 at 1:49 PM
im not saying that instead of sleeping i played thru all of dark souls 1 again.. but i sure do have a brand new save in ng+ that didnt even exist a few hours ago
so the 🥚 cracked and ive just fully decided i am a woman and i am gonna start taking hrt when i move out of my parents' place (and also im probably going NC with them because they are transphobic)
June 16, 2025 at 6:31 PM
so the 🥚 cracked and ive just fully decided i am a woman and i am gonna start taking hrt when i move out of my parents' place (and also im probably going NC with them because they are transphobic)
so turns out.. ive been with my bf for almost a year now?!?! i coulda swore it was only like 8 months ago that we met but apparently its been a year.. and neither of us realized
June 15, 2025 at 5:02 AM
so turns out.. ive been with my bf for almost a year now?!?! i coulda swore it was only like 8 months ago that we met but apparently its been a year.. and neither of us realized