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AmsYourRave
@amsyourrave.bsky.social
Lvl 26 • ♐️ • Forever Taken • ΘΔ • Content Creator • Gamer • Artist • Writer • Cat parent • Gender? Wut that? • Getting into VA work

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Hi, all!! Lovely to be here! Hoping I can be far more active here than anywhere else.

Since I'm new, let me share a meme I made!

Anyways, we'll see where this goes! I'll try not to do too much venting or anything. Catcha on the next wave!
Grief is like waves and tides. Like the ebb and flow of the ocean. When it's high tide, it feels like you can't see much. You can't go collecting shells, can't explore tide pools, but the ecosystem associated with high tides are beautiful and healthy and healed.
Only during low tides can you see...
November 26, 2025 at 9:30 PM
This is drunk thoughts with Rave (where Rave's not actually drunk but I've done some drinking):

Fuck you if you intentionally let your cat out to free roam, ESPECIALLY if you live near a busy road or have known predatory animals that live around you. One day you're gonna wake up to no kitty at home
November 22, 2025 at 6:48 AM
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Hey.

Kindly reminder.

Content creators are not your friends just because you like their work. You do not know who we are.

This goes double for anyone under 18; be very careful about interacting with adults.

If any adult makes you feel uncomfortable, DO NOT ENGAGE THEM. RUN.
November 21, 2025 at 5:12 PM
Hehe, inebriated streams are fun! ☺️ I promise I don't do drunk streams often, but I make sure that when I do they are worth while.

Anyway, gonna crash now. Good night!
November 20, 2025 at 5:11 AM
When shit hits the fan, or it feels like your luck took a wrong turn, sometimes it's better to get out of the apartment/house and just hang with friends and loved ones.

Learning not to stay in when there's negativity in our headspace. Cuz that negativity can manifest into something that's worse.
November 18, 2025 at 12:49 AM
The universe be lining up job opportunities for me now. It's like I just said, "yeah, I'm sick of customer service & food, now I wanna try warehouse" and - BAM!

Person who works for y-company referring me here.

Person for z-company telling me they could get me in easily there.

Kinda anxious /pos
November 16, 2025 at 11:36 PM
I kinda miss song-writing. Used to do it a lot in middle school, then kinda stopped for a minute.

Depression and other emotional stressors really push for good things.
November 15, 2025 at 9:59 PM
I know I've made promises. I know I've broken promises. But if there is one promise I vow I will never break, it is that I will wait for him.

Whatever life may bring, I will not move on. Wherever the fates lead me, I will always remain true to him.

He is my partner. He is my husband. I am his.
November 12, 2025 at 3:10 PM
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Dysphoria & dysmorphia related reminders:

- how you feel right now is not how you will feel forever
- 1% of progress is better than 0% of progress
- genuine joy brings more beauty than any shape ever could
- clothes are meant to be altered to form! you are not meant to alter yourself to fit them 🧡
November 5, 2025 at 8:14 PM
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October 31, 2025 at 4:11 AM
Getting back into drawing on paper rather than on my tablet. Art block is still fighting me fiercely, but I feel so much better when I can just doodle a bit.

Anyway, some ARPG stuff for my kuku-ri characters, Gnocchi and Mendum.
Kinda want to do even more traditional stuff for my other kukus.
October 31, 2025 at 5:34 AM
Made a joke with one of my coworkers that instead of dressing up for Hallow's Eve, I'll tell everyone I'm "a pesky mosquito in your ear" followed by a small noise.

Coworker said the sound I make is so accurate that if I were a real mosquito, I'd be dead.

And this is why I should be a voice actor.
October 31, 2025 at 5:13 AM
One of the things I hate about job applications is the fact that they always ask for your SSN, and I - a person with undiagnosed mental issues - have an issue with switching at least two of my numbers despite thinking I have it memorized. I can't just carry my SSC everywhere I go to double-check.
October 27, 2025 at 3:18 PM
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I love Guillermo del Toro calling ages 19 to 29 "sublime confusion"
October 20, 2025 at 10:52 PM
If anyone asks me why I seem so unfazed or nonchalant by bad news that directly affects me, it is because I've had such shit happen this year alone that I am exhausted.

Life has cracked me over the head and punched me in the gut, laying me out so hard that I am dry heaving my emotions anymore.
October 22, 2025 at 4:41 AM
I'm LIVE playing R.E.P.O. with my brother.
Watch amsyourrave on Twitch! www.twitch.tv/amsyourrave?...
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October 16, 2025 at 1:28 AM
You ever listen to a song again after not listening to it for a hot minute, and then revisit it when you're in a bad mental place? And when you're in that bad place, a verse that you've never paid attention to suddenly sticks out like a sore thumb?
That's "Take Me Back To Eden" by Sleep Token.
October 15, 2025 at 7:05 PM
Did a stream tonight (I usually only stream on Mon and Wed), and it was a good night for followers. I only need 4 more to hit 300 followers.
Honestly, I should stream more.

I know I want to get back into art streams, so those might happen on Fridays.
And I wanna record more Read-Aloud videos..
October 8, 2025 at 4:36 AM
My partner texted *me* first for the first time in months. (I've always been the one to text him first.)

And his text ringtone woke me from a dead sleep. My phone going off for *any* notification never wakes me up. But I woke up to his notification.

That's a good sign, right?
October 1, 2025 at 12:27 PM
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September 27, 2025 at 9:16 PM
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This is the way. Re-pledged to PBS, as well.
September 21, 2025 at 8:44 PM
He loves me.
He still cares.
He still wants a life with me.

Our bond isn't going anywhere.
Papers are just that - papers.

Our connection lies buried somewhere intangible; branded in a place far beyond the physical, yet it can be felt deeply.

That's all the proof I need.

And I love him, too.
September 20, 2025 at 4:30 AM
Found a new song via TikTok, and for the first time I actually saw my partner/husband's face from perfect memory.

His tame-yet-wild black hair, the way he grins in the goofiest way, how his eyes kinda squint when he smiles, his facial scruff that could almost belong to an Amish person.

Perfect..
September 16, 2025 at 6:35 PM
Been doing a lot of karaoke and a capella singing to metal music - which is something I never thought my voice would be good for, but here we are.

I also used to do song writing. None of it was ever good. Like, ever...

...Until now.
Metal is about to be my genre.

Watch out, world. Rave's comin'.
September 15, 2025 at 2:43 AM
I couldn't add this in, but last bit:

"My heart will always belong to my main, because that's who I have always loved. Even if we are apart, he holds my heart, and it is his alone. ❤️‍🩹"
September 8, 2025 at 5:35 PM