Christian
@aevidynn.bsky.social
26 | he/they | EN/FR | Amateur artist 🎨
Nice to meet you. I draw sometimes, and I love Final Fantasy 14.
Nice to meet you. I draw sometimes, and I love Final Fantasy 14.
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Christian
@aevidynn.bsky.social
· Jul 8
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Hi, I'm Christian. I think too much, and I do too little. Wheeeee.
🪐 he/they 🏳️🌈
🪐 Amateur artist 🎨
🪐 Leo ♌
🪐 INFP 🎭
🪐 Final Fantasy XIV player (Syloh Aelwick is my main) 🎮
🪐 Language learning 🌐
🪐 AuDHD ♾️🦋
Hi, I'm Christian. I think too much, and I do too little. Wheeeee.
🪐 he/they 🏳️🌈
🪐 Amateur artist 🎨
🪐 Leo ♌
🪐 INFP 🎭
🪐 Final Fantasy XIV player (Syloh Aelwick is my main) 🎮
🪐 Language learning 🌐
🪐 AuDHD ♾️🦋
I've done some thinking and I've reached a conclusion that I need to disconnect from social media entirely for an indefinite period. I'm not sure how long but because of the severity of how things have been, I need to come first and foremost before anything else, and recover from my condition.
August 13, 2025 at 2:19 PM
I've done some thinking and I've reached a conclusion that I need to disconnect from social media entirely for an indefinite period. I'm not sure how long but because of the severity of how things have been, I need to come first and foremost before anything else, and recover from my condition.
I had an interview today for a grocery store position. Yet another one, but this store from what I understand has actually polite and nice management. The assistant manager who spoke with me was incredibly sweet, I think I made a good impression. I'll hear back soon.
August 5, 2025 at 7:13 PM
I had an interview today for a grocery store position. Yet another one, but this store from what I understand has actually polite and nice management. The assistant manager who spoke with me was incredibly sweet, I think I made a good impression. I'll hear back soon.
I think it's safe to say that I'm finally interested in reading again. Even though Piranesi was only roughly 270 pages or so, I'm proud of myself for being able to surmount by ADHD to be able to finish a book for the first time in several years. I learned that taking lots of breaks helps. #books
August 4, 2025 at 8:22 AM
I think it's safe to say that I'm finally interested in reading again. Even though Piranesi was only roughly 270 pages or so, I'm proud of myself for being able to surmount by ADHD to be able to finish a book for the first time in several years. I learned that taking lots of breaks helps. #books
I finished reading Piranesi.
That was a beautifully bittersweet read. I have quite a bit of thoughts that I don't think I can formulate the words to express, but I feel things. Longing to better appreciate the world in which I live, is one of them.
#books
That was a beautifully bittersweet read. I have quite a bit of thoughts that I don't think I can formulate the words to express, but I feel things. Longing to better appreciate the world in which I live, is one of them.
#books
August 4, 2025 at 12:07 AM
I finished reading Piranesi.
That was a beautifully bittersweet read. I have quite a bit of thoughts that I don't think I can formulate the words to express, but I feel things. Longing to better appreciate the world in which I live, is one of them.
#books
That was a beautifully bittersweet read. I have quite a bit of thoughts that I don't think I can formulate the words to express, but I feel things. Longing to better appreciate the world in which I live, is one of them.
#books
This is Syloh's. It's less anger, more raw upset ness. When he is distraught he feels it ruthlessly puncturing his psyche and he feels it inside of his skin. It's a primal misery that reduces him to having to remind himself he is mortal, and that it's okay to feel.
youtu.be/MbCeyb9okac?...
youtu.be/MbCeyb9okac?...
August 3, 2025 at 8:30 PM
This is Syloh's. It's less anger, more raw upset ness. When he is distraught he feels it ruthlessly puncturing his psyche and he feels it inside of his skin. It's a primal misery that reduces him to having to remind himself he is mortal, and that it's okay to feel.
youtu.be/MbCeyb9okac?...
youtu.be/MbCeyb9okac?...
It's embarrassing. But I went to my workplace (I wasn't even starting my job yet until Monday) to let them know that due to the severity of my mental health problems going on, I wouldn't be able to hold this job. There's other reasons why it wouldn't have gone well for me but that's the main one.
August 3, 2025 at 8:03 AM
It's embarrassing. But I went to my workplace (I wasn't even starting my job yet until Monday) to let them know that due to the severity of my mental health problems going on, I wouldn't be able to hold this job. There's other reasons why it wouldn't have gone well for me but that's the main one.
I wonder if I want to make a separate blog page just for my art.
August 2, 2025 at 1:24 AM
I wonder if I want to make a separate blog page just for my art.
So I'm at Burger King with my mom and she got a kid's meal and she took the toy out of the bag, and she asked me if it was Dora the explorer.
It's a figure of Rock Lee from Naruto.
I fucking can't.
It's a figure of Rock Lee from Naruto.
I fucking can't.
August 1, 2025 at 10:40 PM
So I'm at Burger King with my mom and she got a kid's meal and she took the toy out of the bag, and she asked me if it was Dora the explorer.
It's a figure of Rock Lee from Naruto.
I fucking can't.
It's a figure of Rock Lee from Naruto.
I fucking can't.
Continuing reading Piranesi. I want to strive to be more like this guy. He finds amusement and joy in the simplest of discoveries and differences in the world in which he inhabits, despite everything just being statues, seaweed, doorways, halls, and it's always like finding something new to him.
August 1, 2025 at 4:13 AM
Continuing reading Piranesi. I want to strive to be more like this guy. He finds amusement and joy in the simplest of discoveries and differences in the world in which he inhabits, despite everything just being statues, seaweed, doorways, halls, and it's always like finding something new to him.
Can someone out there examine any of this and tell me what the fuck is wrong with me lol... #astrology #zodiac
August 1, 2025 at 1:13 AM
Can someone out there examine any of this and tell me what the fuck is wrong with me lol... #astrology #zodiac
August 1, 2025 at 12:53 AM
I had a burger king whopper for dinner and a vanilla cake from Walmart and I'm happy. :)
July 30, 2025 at 12:36 AM
I had a burger king whopper for dinner and a vanilla cake from Walmart and I'm happy. :)
So, i'm 26 now.
...that's a thing.
...that's a thing.
July 29, 2025 at 1:26 PM
So, i'm 26 now.
...that's a thing.
...that's a thing.
I've begun reading Piranesi. I thought it would be fun to challenge myself to put up a Google doc and write down any unfamiliar words that I have never seen before and make flashcards of them so I'll learn them. My first impressions are of amusement but also...longing and confusion.
July 29, 2025 at 3:51 AM
I've begun reading Piranesi. I thought it would be fun to challenge myself to put up a Google doc and write down any unfamiliar words that I have never seen before and make flashcards of them so I'll learn them. My first impressions are of amusement but also...longing and confusion.
I feel...a little better today? Still blank in the mind and disassociating but I think my mood is very slightly going in the positive direction it should. I can't tell for certain.
July 27, 2025 at 11:35 PM
I feel...a little better today? Still blank in the mind and disassociating but I think my mood is very slightly going in the positive direction it should. I can't tell for certain.
I'm scared. I'm so scared.
July 27, 2025 at 7:36 AM
I'm scared. I'm so scared.
I feel myself fading. This is what it feels like.
July 27, 2025 at 7:30 AM
I feel myself fading. This is what it feels like.
I think I know why I've had so many reccuring dreams of being back in high school, and then being left all alone in the hallways. It's because deep down I wish I could have been better and felt like I applied myself more towards learning. I felt lost and confused and I still do. I haven't moved on.
July 27, 2025 at 4:55 AM
I think I know why I've had so many reccuring dreams of being back in high school, and then being left all alone in the hallways. It's because deep down I wish I could have been better and felt like I applied myself more towards learning. I felt lost and confused and I still do. I haven't moved on.
i'd love to just learn everything all over again from scratch. history, science, maybe even math, astronomy, geography (yes, that too. embarassingly enough), other humanities subjects... i forgot everything from school. i feel dull. i feel lifeless in my mind. i know nothing anymore.
July 27, 2025 at 3:50 AM
i'd love to just learn everything all over again from scratch. history, science, maybe even math, astronomy, geography (yes, that too. embarassingly enough), other humanities subjects... i forgot everything from school. i feel dull. i feel lifeless in my mind. i know nothing anymore.
I'm not ready to turn 26 in three days. I'm really not. I don't feel as though I've developed mentally past age 17 or so. I feel like I've been stuck in a corner of ignorance and immaturity. I need to get serious about my life, or else I'm never going to get anywhere.
July 26, 2025 at 4:32 PM
I'm not ready to turn 26 in three days. I'm really not. I don't feel as though I've developed mentally past age 17 or so. I feel like I've been stuck in a corner of ignorance and immaturity. I need to get serious about my life, or else I'm never going to get anywhere.
July 26, 2025 at 12:38 AM