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Flicker Fox
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But the poetry is real. :3

Poly | Autistic | Demi | Grey Ace
#poetry #abuse #triggered

I buried those frights
In shallow graves
Hastily covered
Out of sight

But every rain
Returns them again
As soil viel lifts
And they stalk the night
October 1, 2025 at 5:47 AM
#poetry #crush #friend

Will we smile upon our meet
And laugh
And cry
At awful jokes?

Will she speak the same to me?
She's kind
Online.
But now? Who knows...

Will I fail to keep this friend?
Somehow
For now
I haven't choked...

I'll have to tame my heart again.
This crush
I must
Not let it grow...
August 25, 2025 at 2:52 AM
#poetry #bored

A spell of boredom entrenches
Its paralytic tune
Upon my mind it afixes
To ruin my afternoon

My games no longer play
My TV brings me a snooze
A book would would surely sway
If only I could choose...

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August 24, 2025 at 4:33 AM
#poetry #asexual

Another soul upon my steps,
Who peers upon my sight.
At first I think they want to know,
The thoughts I hold in tight.

But as I get attached to them,
The truth is later said,
The only thing they want from me,
Is to slip into my bed.

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August 21, 2025 at 3:41 AM
#poetry #abandonment

Forsaken for another folly
My fickle friend frowns and flees
Ah... another avoided apolgy
I acquiesce her apathy
August 20, 2025 at 3:14 AM
#poetry #light

I dress the day
And don the light
I welcome rays
To still the night

A cloak of shine
My freckles' muse
From filtered pines
To frame my view

The painter's sheen
Upon the world
The morning sing
Yes, birds confer

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August 20, 2025 at 3:10 AM
#poetry #unrequited

How do I grieve all that never was?
How could I let it all go?
How do I sleep when my mind is a buzz,
Filled with the thoughts of his evergreen glow?

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August 18, 2025 at 2:29 AM
#poetry #depression

The melancholy creep,
An omen on the horizon,
My mind is bagged and steeped,
To ooze out all that lies in

It floods upon the valley
Where once I held my sun
Now swallowed in finale
As darkness overruns

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August 15, 2025 at 3:56 AM
#poetry #regret

Ignore me please
Now, as I spiral
My grounding lost
My mind unraveled

Appolgies
For your comfort lost
From my craze filled texts
At your sanity's cost

Please forgive
I can't control
All that I feel
When I'm not whole

Disregard
All that I said
I really wish
You'd never read
August 12, 2025 at 9:42 PM
Everything before this is in reverse chronological order as I uploaded 3 years of content. Anything after this will be new moving forward.
August 12, 2025 at 8:16 PM
#poetry #depression

No one remembers the breeze in December

No one remembers the petals that fall

No one remembers the fire's lest ember

No one remembers a lowly ant's crawl

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August 12, 2025 at 5:35 PM
#poetry #lonely

Talk to me, anyone, share with me your day
Tell me every awful thing that your boss had to say,
Tell me the way your life could be better,
Tell me the story of the hole in your sweater

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August 12, 2025 at 5:32 PM
#poetry #community #worth

Pondering upon the petaled peaks,
Does the bud make the flower?

For as petals fall,
And wind carries all,
the orchid still remains

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August 12, 2025 at 5:27 PM
#poetry #abuse

Electronic misery
Self inflicted pillory
Harshest words I've ever seen
Were written by me on my screen

Everything you've said to me
Relived again to set my scenes
Every fist or curdled scream
That haunts my every waking dream

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August 12, 2025 at 5:24 PM
#poetry #breakup

Is this my eternity?
My brand new sense of normalcy?
Where every piece decency,
Is withheld so I can't see,
The daming hex your love brought me?
I should flee,

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August 12, 2025 at 5:21 PM
#poetry #breakup

Your future is read,
Without runic filled stones,
Nor ripped from the dead,
Nor cup shaken bones.

I see our future,
By seeing our past,
Emotional sutures,
And hearts shaped in casts.

Every scar,
Is pierced yet again,
With words meant to mar,
And the lies that you spin.

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August 12, 2025 at 5:19 PM
#poetry #autism #lonely
A changing am I,
Though human you see,
A facetious fae child,
And capricious banshee,

I'm envied by none,
For my kin are unwell,
With their sickening minds,
And alluring love spells,

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August 12, 2025 at 5:12 PM
#poetry #distrust

Every kind word,
A golden gift,
Tested for purity,
By bend of a bite,

Every kind word,
A refreshing beverage,
Heavily scrutinized,
Lest it be laced,

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August 12, 2025 at 5:09 PM
#poetry #sensitive #abuse

Caustic connection,
Abusive attrition,
Toxic tether,
Sexual sedition.

Coersive coitice,
Deliberate deception,
Guiltless gaslighting,
Raging reception.

Lovers lorn,
Comfort cast,
Rememberance rancid,
Patience past.

Alone again,
Nourishing now,
Healing hope,
Tossing thou.
August 12, 2025 at 5:02 PM
#poetry #sensitive #ideation #roulette

Even in a crowd of friends,
We're ultimately still alone.
An infinite space between our touch,
From screaming birth to tombstone.
...click

No need for my story,
- it matters not.
You have enough to worry,
You love me more than you ought.
...click

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August 12, 2025 at 4:54 PM
#poetry #community

Woven into the tapestry
The maker's mark
A brand upon which
Identifies the artist

Every touch or tug
Every smile or frown
Becomes a sun ray on a pond
Or shadow in the forest

An artist is not of one
But made of all
All the lives that touched
And brought soul to form

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August 12, 2025 at 4:50 PM
#poetry #trans

Dearly beloved,

You know not that this letter is for you.
A journey will unfold in a decade or two.

As you are now, a child all alone,
Will hurt you more than breaking a bone.

You'll try to relate to all of your peers,
And fail to fit in, with nights filled with tears.

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August 12, 2025 at 4:46 PM
#poetry #insomnia

Shadows lacquer the night,
New moon bereft of glimmer,
Vacant streets verily void,
A dreary death unto dawn,

Time is timid to tick and tock,
Minutes mingle on maddeningly,
My wakeful watch is ceaseless,
Mind munches and meanders,

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August 12, 2025 at 4:39 PM
#poetry #gossip

My trauma is peddled,
In the backstreets,
In the whispers of my peers,
Did you hear about poor Violet?

My memories are media,
My pain is their pleasure,
Gossip is never gauche,
Not amongst friends

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August 12, 2025 at 4:35 PM
#poetry #deceit

Reality bends to her whispers,
Every line laced,
With desperation,
To find a villain,
Beyond a mirror's reach.

Words of wire,
And paper mâché ,
Madden even me,
To question all.

"Raise thy blade,
For the banished,
And cast out true evil!"
She cries

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August 12, 2025 at 4:32 PM